I would just like to edit my conclusions.

Please refer to the comments by Torbin:


The Crabwood disc says:

"Beware the bearers of FALSE gifts & their BROKEN PROMISES.Much PAIN but still time.EELIE1366E.There is GOOD out there.We oPpose DECEPTION.COnduit CLOSING,"

So, the title of my blog is wrong and perhaps also much of my conclusions. Maybe readers will still find some of the information useful on their search.
A Crop glyph formation at Crabwood with an Alien face holding CD with ASCI code message reads:
"Beware the bearers of FALSE gifts & their BROKEN PROMISES.
Much PAIN but still time.
There is GOOD out there.
COnduit CLOSING [bell sound]"

The word 'EELrijue' was not a 'mistake' that some have interpreted to be the word 'believe', but it has the intentional meaning of:
'Editable, Executable Library of a multitude' and it is referring to the infinitely evolving Collective Consciousness. The fact that this word was 'corrupted' in the crop formation seems to me to be indicating that for humanity, our Collective Consciousness is 'corrupted' or possibly even 'tampered with'. The 'false gifts and broken promises' bearers are the ETs depicted in the glyph, who are commonly referred to as the 'greys' who made agreements with the United States government for genetic experimentation in exchange for technological 'gifts'. The messengers want us to know that they are the benevolent messengers who also sent the 'Aricebo Reply' crop glyph along with the humanoid face.

Other topics include UFOs, ascension, and spirituality.

This blog is open to comments from anyone.
All comments are previewed before published.

Ascension Series

Nassim Haramein Playlist

David Flynn Playlist

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Cosmic Rays Hitting Earth

Scientists have discovered an unidentified source of high-energy cosmic ray electrons at very high energy bombarding Earth from space.

"This electron excess cannot be explained by the standard model of cosmic ray origin," said Wefel. "There must be another source relatively near us that is producing these additional particles."

According to the research, this source would need to be within about 3,000 light years of the sun. It could be an exotic object such as a pulsar, mini-quasar, supernova remnant or an intermediate mass black hole.


Monday, December 1, 2008


The Moon, Venus and Jupiter form a universal Smiley face!
Photo by Mike from saviorsofearth.ning

Sunday, November 30, 2008


Someone from Saviorsofearth.ning shared this, I thought it was so funny!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Divine Cosmos

This article by David Wilcock is excellent! It is long, but it really explains 'the Shift."

Quote from David Wilcock,

"Incidentally, it is also during this same time period that the Earth comes into perfect 'precessional' alignment with the center of the Galaxy, which we now know has a redshift that is ten times higher than the observable Universe in conventional models. [Smelyakov’s cycle is completely different from Terence McKenna’s “Timewave Zero” model, and shouldn’t be confused with it or seen as supporting it.]

For now, the bottom line is this:

We have the proof. We know what is happening. We know why it is happening. We know how it is happening. And we know precisely when “it” will happen.

As one voice for the ancient traditions, the Bible referred to this as the coming of the 'New Heaven and New Earth,' a utopian Golden Age for humanity where each of us who choose to participate will have abilities above and beyond those displayed by Jesus and other masters:

'As I do these things, so shall ye do them, and greater things…' (John 14:12)"


Basically he describes work that has been done mainly by Russian scientists, especially Dmitriev
"Dmitriev is an expert on global ecology and fast-processing Earth events, and a series of his articles have been translated into English and posted at www.tmgnow.com."

It's a long article, but here are some quotes:
"Our Solar System (heliosphere) is moving into an area of higher aetheric energy density within the local interstellar medium, or LISM. [15]

"NASA would loosely define the LISM as “the space medium (i.e. aetheric energy in this model) between the stars in our local area of the galaxy.”

"In our [David Wilcock] model, this could be roughly thought of as a “Dimensional Shift” that is already underway, though the term “matter-energy density shift” is preferable.

"As we move into this new field of energy in the galaxy, tremendous changes occur in the Sun, the planets and the Sun’s gigantic magnetic field which surrounds the entire system – and human pollution-induced “Global Warming” has very little influence on this process.

[This new model has major differences from the channeled “Photon Belt” theory as well, and should not be seen as supporting most aspects of it, such as the “Manasic Ring.”]

"Strong evidence suggests that these changes are caused by our movement into what Dmitriev calls “a highly charged material and energetic non-uniformity”, or what we would refer to as a higher density of aetheric energy, in nearby (local) interstellar space (the LISM).

"This previously unforeseen, highly charged energetic material is now being absorbed into the interplanetary area of our Solar System, creating “hybrid processes and excited energy states in all planets, as well as the Sun.”

"The observable effects of this transformation on Earth include an acceleration in our magnetic pole shift, a change in the vertical and horizontal content and distribution of ozone in the atmosphere and an ever-increasing magnitude and frequency of major catastrophic events. [15]

... “these tendencies [of rapid catastrophic changes on Earth] may be traced in the direction of a growth in planetary energy capacity (capacitance), which leads to a highly excited or charged state in some of Earth’s systems.”

"...any spherical vortex of aether, such as the Earth’s luminous plasma core, is capable of absorbing and discharging energy much like a capacitor would do in an electronic circuit...luminous plasma has strong electromagnetic as well as torsion-field (gravispin) radiation.

"Dmitriev concludes that “the most intense transformations [in the Solar System] are taking place in the planetary gas-plasma envelopes,” and that these transformations are directly associated with how life on Earth (the biosphere) is able to function.

"A “gas-plasma envelope” is the combined entity of the layers of our atmosphere, our ionosphere of “charged particles”, and the planet’s magnetic field composition, such as the Van Allen belts. This “excess energy run-off” is becoming increasingly visible in the following ways:

* In the ionosphere by plasma generation.
* In the magnetosphere by magnetic storms.
* In the atmosphere by cyclones.

"Using very carefully crafted language, Dmitriev ultimately shows an appreciation for the fact that these changes could lead to a spontaneous mass evolution of humanity as we now know it, creating “new and deeper qualities of life” with “new organismic possibilities of perfection”:
The adaptive responses of the biosphere, and humanity, to these new conditions may lead to a total global revision of the range of species and life on Earth.

"New and deeper qualities of life itself may come forth, bringing the new physical state of the Earth into an equilibrium with the new organismic possibilities of development, reproduction and perfection…

"The current period of transformation is transient, and the transition of life’s representatives to the future may take place only after a deep evaluation of what it will take to comply with these new Earthly biospheric conditions …

"Therefore, it is not only the climate that is becoming new, but we as human beings are experiencing a global change in the vital processes of living organisms, or life itself; which is yet another link in the total process."

And yet another link in the total process... following this link, you get a transcript to a radio interview with Art Bell, David Wilcock, and Richard Hoagland talking about hyperdimensional physics, 19.5, and other interesting stuff. At the end they talk about how we can change things through consciousness.


Sunday, November 23, 2008

2012 Cosmic Birth Canal

In the picture you can see the progression of our Sun, and hence our Solar System, at 3,000 BC, 1,500 BC and 2012 AD as we return to the Galactic Center of our Milky Way Galaxy. In 2012, our Sun, our Solar System and our Earth, will be at the mouth of the Dark Rift, known as the Cosmic Birth Canal. The Mayans named the Dark Rift the “ Dark Road ” to the “Tree of Life.”

UFOs November 2008

Lots of UFO lights and lasers for November
This is a compilation of some of the sightings this month, they seem to be increasing with each month.
The lights in Mexico are pretty amazing... some are saying that these are birds or balloons, but I don't see how that could be possible. They are definitely lights, and birds usually fly in V formations as far as I know. People have also said that these are lighted candles that are placed inside balloons often used in celebrations that are released into the sky.
You decide.

UFOs disable missiles/Fox News

UFO disables nuclear missile test
Fox news discussion

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

What is Synchromysticism?

Synchromysticism: "The vast and noble undertaking of piecing together the occult holographic language system of the universe, in order to identify and more aptly understand the relationship between the collective consciousness of all sentient beings on Earth and beyond: using Astrology, Symbolism in Pop Culture, Psychedelic Analysis, Sacred Geometry, Crop Circles, Time Echos, Quantum Superposition, Music, and the Vast River of Akashic Gnosis pouring from a galactic heart beat oscillation, which is possibly an organic intelligence that is both moving through us and separate from us."

More Synchromysticism Playlist

Synchromysticism Playlist

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Saturday, November 15, 2008


This was interesting, it was posted by Sanat on saviorsoftheearth.ning.

"I just finished reading Blossoms latest channeling, and I am a bit excited because it actually confirms my own research to such a large degree. I quote:

If you were able to conceive the change in Light upon your planet over the last months you would all know that what you are doing and experiencing is taking its direction directly on course. There is a change in frequency and colour now. Many of you can feel this within yourselves. [...]

A HUGE SHIFT is in progress. Many of you have experienced individual shifts for a long time now and have understood what is taking place on an individual scale. THIS SHIFT IS VERY DIFFERENT. It is one of the biggest your earth plane has experienced. And when you can look back at certain dates and see obvious shifts and how large they were , imagine then … that when we speak of this being one of the biggest , just exactly how huge that is.

This is an exact wording of what my research has been showing. I use "muscle testing" in concordance with the Scale/Map of Consciousness to monitor the Level of Mass Consciousness of this Planet. Here are my results:

Level of Mass Consciousness in certain years showing Ascension:

1945: (160)
1980: (190)
1990: (205)
2000: (207)
2003: (206)
2008 (primo): (211)
27.09: (256)
06.10: (267)
08.11: (279)
14.11: (285)

The Mass Consciousness of Mankind has never been above the critical limit of 200 in "known history" before it suddenly leaped above in the late 1980s (probably, among other things, due to the waves of "Star kids" coming in, and older generations of "Star seeds" being "activated"). As we can see from the late development, things are really gathering momentum in the right direction now.

On the "mass level" we have actually breached an important barrier between "lower mind" and "higher mind". This has happened within the last few months:

The density scale relative to Hawkins scale:

3. Density/Dimension: 140-270
4. Density/Dimension: 270-380
5. Density/Dimension: 380-480
6. Density/Dimension: 480-540
7. Density/Dimension: 540-1000

We are moving into 4th density vibration people. Expect the unexpected indeed:)! This allows for more and more Heart/Love/Light to flow through on a mass level. Huge changes are bound to come because anything that cannot match this new and higher vibration must eventually crumble away (both on the inside and thus naturally on the outside). All the corruption and lies calibrate below 200 (which is the range of darkness or "negative polarity"). All this is crumbling away as we speak. The cockroaches cannot stand the bright Light of Awareness. Thank you all for being part of this great movement for Peace and Love.

In Light and Gratitude,


www.wakeupcall2012.com "

Pi Carl Munck

The Great Pyramid and 432 -
The Message of the Sphinx
I recently found a confirmation of "The Code," Graham Hancock

Pi (3.14) is not supposed to have been calculated by any civilization until the Greeks stumbled upon it in the third century BC, is the fact the designed height of the Great Pyramid - 481.3949 feet - bears the same relationship to its base perimeter (3023.16 feet) as does the circumference of any circle to its radius. Equally 'impossible' - at any rate for a people like the ancient Egyptians who are supposed to have known nothing about the true shape and size of our planet - is the relationship, in a scale of 1 : 43,200, that exists between the dimensions of the Pyramid and the dimensions of the earth. Setting aside for the moment the question of whether we are dealing with coincidence here, it is a simple fact, verifiable on any pocket calculator, that if you take the monument's original height (481.3949 feet) and multiply it by 43,200 you get a quotient of 3938.685 miles. This is an underestimate by just 11 miles of the true figure for the polar radius of the earth (3949 miles) worked out by the best modern methods. Likewise, if you take the monument's perimeter at the base (3023.16 feet) and multiply this figure by 43,200 then you get 24,734.94 miles - a result that is within 170 miles of the true equatorial circumference of the earth. Moreover, although 170 miles sounds quite a lot, it amounts, in relation to the earth's total circumference, to a minus-error of only three quarters of a single per cent."

Video Series Carl Munck:








The 9 Solfeggio frequiencys are first played separatly and then all together.
This can be used as;
(:2:) A Tuning Refrence.

I74 Hz 285 Hz 396 Hz 417 Hz 528 Hz 639 Hz 741 Hz 852 Hz 963 Hz

UT - 396 Hz -associated with releasing emotional patterns after: see RE-417Hz below.

RE - 417 Hz -associated with breaking up crystallized emotional patterns

MI - 528 Hz - relates to crown chakra; Dr. Puleo suggests an association with "DNA integrity" Transformation and Miracles

FA - 639 Hz - associated with whole brain quadrant interconnectedness. Connecting Relationships

SOL - 741 Hz - associated with intuitive states, non linear knowing. Awakening Intuition

LA - 852 Hz - associated with a pure love frequency: unconditional love and returning to Spiritual Order

"Audio by Jandy the Decibel Jezebel"

The Solfeggio Chakra Scale / chime is based on the original research of Dr. Joseph Puleo of sacred manuscripts of an original Solfeggio scale of six tones used in Gregorian sacred music.
This chime extends the original tones of-396, 417, 528, 639, 741, 852, using the same mathematical sequence to include the following frequencies -174, 285 and 963 of the original 18-tone matrix, plus the extensions 1074, 1185, 1296, 1317, and 1428.
(These tones as they are for experimental use only at the discretion of the user.)
The 528Hz frequency is used by some scientists to repair broken DNA. There are 5,280 feet in a mile and 396 is 1/10th the radius in miles of the Earth's Equatorial radius. Numerically, all of these numbers reduce to 3, 6, or 9. (For example, 5+2+8=15 and 1+5=6). This is a part of the "code".

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Asteroid Explosion

My sister related to me a dream she had about an orange fireball.


8/7/8 Asteroid explosion

A small asteroid named 8TA9D69 about the size of a table exploded over Africa after slamming into the atmosphere, leaving nothing but a few small bits falling to earth.

The asteroid exploded at 0243 UT entered the air at 10:46 p.m. ET (0246 UT) on Oct. 7 over northern Sudan. No pictures were taken, but for anyone who might have seen it, it was expected to look like a very bright fireball that would have been much more dramatic than the typical shooting star.

1965 November 9 Blackout in NY:

This is a story by Chris Holly about how she remembered seeing an orange ball of light the night of a blackout, but no one in her family remembered it so she thought it was a dream. Then she asked her friend at a reunion if she remembered it and she said she did.

"All of a sudden, we saw a huge orange reddish yellowish ball or orb streak across the sky over the houses. It was enormous. It went across the entire sky and was gone. I never saw anything like it before. Barbara thought it was a meteor or comet that was crashing through our space."

She writes that they both researched it and found that "people had UFO sightings and saw strange lights along with many other odd events that day. I have researched this event over the years since and have found Barbara was right. Many other people did see exactly what Barbara and I saw that day of November 9th 1965. I think it is obvious much more took place that day other then the blackout. It also fits into the area of people NOT wanting to know or understand these things due to fear and lack of knowledge of the unknown."

Election Night Hologram

Instead of the split screen or window TV viewers typical of live remote interviews, Obama and McCain spokespersons will be projected as a three-dimensional hologram, making it appear as if the interviewer is in the studio on election night.


Hubble Telescope


The Sept. 27 failure of a vital data relay channel on the Hubble Telescope left it inoperable until scientists were able to switch it back on recently. The article shows a picture of a 'perfect 10' or two galaxies that look like they are forming a '10' in the sky.


"Efforts to switch to a backup Side B channel last week met with challenges of their own, with two separate glitches thwarting the initial attempt. But a second try appears to have been successful, with Hubble engineers reactivating the telescope's main science instruments over the last week.

The remote control fix required engineers to power up and switch to backup systems that had been hibernating since Hubble launched into space.

Hubble's September data relay channel failure prompted NASA to delay a planned Oct. 14 space shuttle launch to send seven astronauts to the orbital observatory on a fifth and final service call to the telescope. That mission is now slated to fly no earlier than February, with Hubble engineers testing a spare data relay channel to see if it can be added to the shuttle's cargo bay and be installed during the flight."

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Shapeshifting, Hollow Earth

Someone emailed me this dream they had:
"... this reminds me of my dream on the night of the 13th of October (or thereabouts) that (remember) I had the vision of the light ships all around and then they “left” and the “reptoids” came in the form of commet like tennis size balls and landed and turned into reptilians that were “after” all the “happy” people (myself included) and my thought on this was - that there would still be some “standing up” we would have to do “against evil” - this makes me think that those “lightballs/reptilians” landing - before the truth would prevail for all - are what people are experiencing – we can’t believe that we are being “inundated” with this “evil’ all around still at this late a date in our history – while all the world is ready for love and light and peace is just a door knock away – these evil doers and power hungry crazy people think they can still “get at” us all. I remember not being scared in this dream, but thinking “boy, we still have some work to do to survive these monsters” – but survive this all we will. We will see a new world soon…..bliss"

I was having trouble understanding David Icke's reptilian shapeshifting stuff and I thought to myself that okay, this is really way out there... but I'm going to reserve judgement on it and see if it makes sense later... then I watched the latest Project Camelot video with Bill Deagle and in his talk he explains how people are starting to see into other dimensions and that is the explanation behind the shapeshifting phenomenon... it is not that they are physically changing form in 3D but the 'perception' of the viewer is 'seeing' into another dimension where they can 'see' the 'reptillian' form. Here is Bill Deagle's interview part 1 of three:

So then after I was able to accept that 'reality' of the shapeshifting... the hollow earth 'reality' finally made sense to me. I couldn't get a hold on that one either, but I kept wondering why everyone was believing it and why there are so many mythologies and folklore throughout the earth where cultures spoke about these inner earth beings in their world-views. I had set that whole thing 'aside' for a long time, because I didn't understand how there could be whole worlds under the earth. But if I think of these stories as doorways or passageways hidden under the earth that allow one to move into other dimensions then it finally made sense. So from my understanding anyway, maybe these people are having extra-dimensional experiences. I also recalled moments in my life where I felt I was able to 'see' evil or lies of people as though looking through to the spiritual realm rather than in just this 3D reality and feeling the evil presence in certain places, so I can relate on that level although I have never experienced whole extra-dimensional worlds or shapeshifting myself. So that is my 'take' on those two subjects. The Nassim Haramein video also helped me understand the physics behind the dimensions a little better.
I keep having to remind myself that we are moving into the realm of being able to create our own realities-- thoughts creates reality and... if that is the case, what kind of a reality do we want to create? How do we need to purify our minds to think about love and unification and peace so we create a New Era of peace?

Arecibo Reply Glyph

Wikipedia on Arecibo Reply Glyph:


Swirled News on Arecibo Reply:

Nassim Haramein


This guy is incredible. He doesn't bring the subject of crop circles into his theories until the middle of the video. He interprets EELrijue to be 'believe, but his explanation is the best I have come across so far of the importance of the Crabwood, Arecibo Reply, and Humanoid Face, and related glyphs yet.

(PART 1) Nassim Haramein at the Rogue Valley Metaphysical Library. 2003. (4 HRS) - 243 min - Dec 24, 2007
Rogue Valley Metaphysical Library - theresonanceproject.org

"If you are not yet familiar with Nassim Haramein's exciting work, prepare yourself for an exhilarating odyssey into hyperspace and beyond. Haramein, who has spent his lifetime researching fields of physics from quantum theory to relativistic equations and cosmology, will lead you along a fascinating discussion geared to a layman's understanding of the fundamental nature of the universe and creation that includes black holes, gravitational forces, dimensions, and the very structure of space itself - all of which are integral parts of his now-complete Unified Field Theory. Haramein's theory is currently in peer review process for publication in physics journals; however, the presentation does not end with the introduction of his theory alone, but includes the discussion of the path that he took to arrive at his views, which weaves between the texts and monuments of ancient civilizations, biology, chemistry and the primordial role of consciousness - all of which lend further credence to the science behind the theory."

Friday, October 31, 2008

Awakening lesson

My personal lesson that I learned for today... if something does not make sense...do not let it be a stumbling block... take what does make sense and incorporate it. Then take the other part that does not make sense and set it aside for a while and reserve judgement on it... then ask for the answer and keep seeking ... the answer will come.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

11:11 Meditation

There is a worldwide movement for prayer and meditation to occur on November 11 at 11:11 PM from whichever time zone you are in. Please join the Movement and just take a few moments to pray/meditate for unity, global peace and love, to raise the consciousness of the planet. Thanks!

The Dark Ones

This is an interesting way to look at how events are unfolding on earth in these strange times from the perspective of a 'dark one'... it reminds me of the Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis.

Response to the ‘Briefings of the Allies of Humanity’
by Brigitta Keck, October 2008
Early August 2008 Brigitta Keck was inspired to write a letter to Marshall Vian Summers, the author of the ‘Allies of Humanity Book One’ available as a pdf file on his website
http://www.alliesofhumanity.org/ .


"For a few moments I will imagine what it might be like to be a ‘Dark One’, exploring their point of view.

As a dark one I made the decision to follow a specific path, the path of power and domination. In this life I worked hard and climbed up the ladder of my highly structured society, achieving positions of more and more power. I was able to do it for so long, over and over again, that following the standard procedures is second nature by now. There is no room for new ideas, for creativity, because I am convinced that my way is the right way. I AM powerful and nothing can stand in my way. I feel strong and invincible - and I am also arrogant and stuck in my ways. I especially enjoy dealing with this planet the natives call ‘Earth’, it is such a wonderful playground for my kind. And suddenly the unimaginable happens. The whole environment begins to change. With the overall rising frequencies it becomes more and more difficult to maintain my position of power. My subjects are starting to ‘wake up’, to ask questions and to think for themselves and even I can do nothing about it. For the first time I am forced to change my tactics. A part of me, safely hidden in the back of my mind, knows that our dominion over this planet may come to an end someday, but surely that is an event that will happen in the far future, not during my lifetime. First I try the same old tactics, creating as much strife as possible, fostering separation wherever I can. But this time it doesn’t work that well. Some of the natives refuse to be baited and stubbornly pursue their own paths, studying their ancient wisdoms, connecting more and more with their divine selves. They are on the verge of discovering what powerful beings they really are. Since I cannot change that, I try to use that to my advantage. I know their culture and how they feel, what they expect. So I decide to give it to them. I used to control them only using fear, but I also learn how to control them using love, my kind of love, conditional love, a love that still judges and condemns. It is easy, lying comes naturally to me. I just tell them the truth, but with some important corrections of my own, trying to hijack their affections. So far that’s not too difficult. With their natural tendencies for true love and harmony they are easily deceived. And yet, I cannot shake a persistent feeling of unease, of doom. No matter how hard I try, it is just not working as well as I expected. Some just do not give up. I try a different method, sneaking into their minds and very carefully exploiting their greatest fears, their greatest desires. And now some even manage to resist that, they actually recognise my touch. While they might feel humiliated, ashamed and embarrassed at first, they learn and then move on. I cannot distract them any longer. I am afraid they start to learn a few things about me that I do not want them to know. I am a very good fighter. I always win. But how do I fight an opponent that refuses to fight back? The worst is, right now a few are actually starting to loose their fear of me, moving along the path of pity, compassion to unconditional love. How dare they. I want their fear, I need their fear. Their fear and unbridled passions make me strong, I thrive on them. There is one last strategy that I can use. I regret that I cannot burn them at the stake any more, modern times require modern methods, but I can make them look foolish, disparage and scandalise them. And even that will not be enough, but I cannot give up, it is not in my nature. I have to fight until the end.

With this little excursion I want to emphasise an important fact. It might feel like we are under attack, that there is a battle going on most of us are not even aware of, but trying to ‘fight’ back does not help us, it helps them. We need to step back from battle, on every level, and rather become very alert, very aware, and look at the events in our world with more scrutiny. We have to look behind the facade, getting a feel for the true motivation by taking control of our emotions and rather relying on our feelings.

Instead of a battle consider it a game of chess. Their move, your move. Their action, your action. Realise that at any moment You can choose how to react, but only for yourself. The freedom and sovereignty we want to claim for ourselves we also have to grant each other and allow each individual to follow his or her own path."

Copyright 2008 Genuine Choices - Brigitta Keck www.genuinechoices.com based on a Creative Common License.
You may share this file freely for non-commercial purposes, but you may not make any changes to the original.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

David Icke Series, "Was He Right?"

David Icke Series, "Was He Right?"

An interesting series showing David Icke and how his convictions of the truth as a young man began with an 'awakening' experience in Peru among stonehenge-like formation of stones there. From that experience, large amounts of information were imparted to him and he began writing books. Making one of his first appearances on a television interview, he was ridiculed on the program and subsequently he and his family were ridiculed and laughed at by people in their community, but he stood by his convictions. Now, much of what he 'predicted' has come true, and much of the information about the 'illuminati' and other subjects has increasingly become more and more believable as more people are 'defecting' or 'disclosing' information. He and his writings and lectures continue to 'awaken' the masses.

After watching this series, I recalled in my own life the many things that I thought were ridiculous and unbelievable or had pushed out of my mind, not wanting to investigate further for fear of it 'toppling' my preconceived view of the world. This video is a testimony to 'thinking outside of the box' and stepping out with courage into the unknown and basically to 'question everything', to 'Seek and you shall find'.






Monday, October 27, 2008

Crop Circle Boy

An Article by Nancy Talbot:

A young boy named Robert van den Broeke from Holland has the ability somehow to know when a crop formation is going to occur - subsequently, there has been a lot of crop circle activity around where he lives. Prior to a crop circle formation, he has feelings of anxiety and feeling unwell physically.

He describes a small, misty, pinkish-purple football shaped light - and a little bit smaller than a football, then, it becomes elongated, becoming thinner and thinner looking like a disc. It did not look metallic or solid, to his eyes, it retained this sort of misty character. It hovers and then has electrical discharges coming from the underside for about ten seconds over the field. Then the light phenomenon simply dissipates and dissappears.

When he enters a crop circle, he felt this very strong, positive, wonderful surge of energy, he said, "love, love, love".

He had an encounter in the past - he was simply riding in the field on his bike and had stopped off in this one field that he particularly likes. He observed hundreds of these grapefruit and tennis ball-sized white - milky white sort of opaquish balls, some of which approached him and began circling around him. At which point, he became unconscious and when he woke up he was in the middle of this crop circle - a brand new one.

At that time, he also saw an entity - a form - that he perceived as female who transmitted telepathic information to him. The entity communicated about the crop circles being very important for mankind to be paying attention to and he thinks that it has something to do with the environment and an 'antidote' to deceit of humanity. It is as if these entities have been trying to communicate outside of the restricted paradigms of political systems.

He has also developed incredible healing abilities. People come with all sorts of physical and mental problems - he is able to identify what their trouble is and often to heal them. In the majority of cases, they become well after a session with Robert.

Saturday, October 25, 2008


Wow, this site is awesome and confirms for me many of the dreams and revelations that I have had also. Awesome presentation and explanation that puts together for me what were a lot of loose ends and bits and pieces of the 'puzzle'. Wow wow wow!


Friday, October 24, 2008

Project Camelot Interviews Bob Dean


Project Camelot interview with Bob Dean on important news, from his own inside sources, about Nibiru: the highly controversial Planet X. He says, it does exist, has been photographed already and that governments are very worried about it and have been preparing for it's 'crossing' with earth with underground facilities. They think that it will be on the same side of the sun as earth which may cause a lot of devastation (if was going to cross on the other side of the sun it would have caused less devastation). Bob recounts other intriguing stories, including the NRO's classified discovery of a huge boat high on Mount Ararat, and anomalous objects found by Navy Seals who were dropped off at the site by helicopter. Bob gives confirmation of Henry Deacon's report that the Anunnaki are active on present-day Mars and the Moon.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

New Comet Cardinal

New Comet discovery on Oct. 14, 2008 which was named after the discoverer 'Cardinal':


Tuesday, October 21, 2008

October 14 Sun Spot

"On October 14th sunspot 1005 became the first spot of cycle 24 to cross the Earth relative solar meridian. It was one of only 8 spots since the cycle was predicted to start almost three years ago. It was the largest and strongest spot thus far. These spots are surrounded by emissions of higher frequency energy which is invisible to the eye, yet connects distant time-spaces. Anyone who works with beings with ascension capabilities should familiarize themselves with these stargates."



Global Consciousness Shift 2008-2012


"From a cosmic energetic perspective the Omni-centric root chakra is the basis of Dark Matter, the Black Hole or seed of all that comes into existence, the Void and the Oneness of All that is. Existence then expands into Atomic/Mineral/Elemental Structures which is the Second Dimensional domain of things and the building blocks of creativity, variety, contrast and abundance. Upon the third dimension as held with the energy of the Solar System and the Solar Plexus it becomes the power control and focus for manifestation. It is herein that existence arrives at a spatial temporal mirror or reflection of what is communicated to be created from Cosmic Thought as exemplified by Light and Love."


Saturday, October 18, 2008

Quantum Heart

24 May 2003, Dutch newspaper the Volkskrant "Peeping in secret at quantum".
Color photo of an interferention pattern of a laser beam behind a screen with two chinks (the so-called two chinks experiment of quantum mechanics).
In Quantum physics, each time scientists had observed an experiment, the outcome turned out to be influenced, merely by the observation itself. The image of the heart appeared in a study in which supposedly the observation of the scientists could not influence the outcome through observation.

Global Conscioiusness Studies

Global Consciousness

We have the POWER to change events
These are very interesting studies:


The Global Consciousness Project, random numbers generated all over the world appeared to become less random prior to and after 9/11.

Dean Radin's paper, "Time-reversed human experience: Experimental evidence and implications".

It seems to me that what the studies indicate is:
  • The more people that are united in thought (global consciousness) the more power we have to collectively change events (into non-randomness).
  • Emotionally charged thoughts have especially more collective energy effects on creating the effect-- so the more strongly we feel about something collectively also increases the effect.
  • Individual and Collective consciousness has an effect on changing BOTH the future and the past.
"People like us, who believe in physics, know that the distinction between past, present, and future is only a stubbornly persistent illusion." – Albert Einstein

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Mayan Calendar

Oct 14 = Patience
Oct 15 = Manifestation
Oct 16 = Resolution
Oct 17 = Understanding
Oct 18 = Ascension

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Huge Cloud Wake


Huge flying craft of some sort produced wakes in a cloud layer in this image captured by a NASA environmental satellite over two years ago.

"The image shows evidence of several unidentified objects of varying sizes, all flying in formation, at a very low altitude over the Indian Ocean. The area is too remote to be covered by radar."

ecoEnquirer asked famed image analysis expert William B. Davis his opinion of the image.

"The Mother ship looks to be at least several miles in diameter."
"travelling at a very great speed -- about 4,000 to 6,000 miles per hour."

NASA said that it does not comment on UFOs

Friday, October 3, 2008

11:11 John Ramses

John Ramses 11:11experiences, pretty fascinating story:


His new website with the charts that he received in a dream about the 11:11 stargate:


He says, 'activation' has to do with sound vibrations, or 'cymatics'


Wednesday, October 1, 2008


This is a really nice, informative, well written website about UFOs


On this website is an interesting article on the Catholic perspective on UFOs written by Monsignore Corrado Balducci, Rome.
Msgr. Balducci is one of the best-known and most respected Italian theologians. The Roman priest and Curia member served the Holy See as a diplomat and member of the Congregation for the Evangelization of Peoples ("Propaganda Fide"). Here are some excerpts (for the complete article, please refer to the website).

"There is a great and constantly growing number of eyewitness testimony about the so-called "flying saucers", spacecraft and Extraterrestrials. Many of these eyewitnesses are highly qualified observers with a profound education, who did not believe in them before they had their personal encounter."

"The general a priori-scepticism, the systematic, total denial, damages, even destroys the basic value of the human testimony with grave and incalculable consequences, since it is indeed the fundament of human society, if individual, social or religious. Of course there is always one or the other exemption, there are errors and lies, but generally all our life is based on what we learned from others. It is unthinkable to live without this basic confidence, unimaginable are the consequences of a general negation of the human experience on the individual, social and religious life. It would destroy the very fundament of any human society!"

"We can exclude that angels use spaceships. As purely spiritual beings, angels can project themselves at any place they want to reach and, in rare instances, when they want to reveal themselves, take a visible form without any difficulty. "

"When we talk about "Extraterrestrials", we refer to humanoid beings which are, like us, of both, a spiritual and a material nature, a physical body (for which to move they indeed need spacecraft), although in their case the relationship between mind and matter might be a different one than in our case. For this, we do not have scientific evidence yet, although we are approaching this question slowly thanks to an increasing number of careful studies and research."

The basic points of his article expound on the basic idea that:
It is very well possible, and even highly probable, and even desirable that other inhabited planets exist. "If they are indeed superior to us, can help and support us in our spiritual development. In this way, which we cannot prove, they might have helped and protected us already in the past."

Among the theologians he referred to, are:

Cardinal Nikolaus Cusanus (1401-1464). He stated: "We are not authorized to exclude that on another star beings exist which are completely different from us."

The Jesuit Father and astronomer Fr. Angelo Secchi (1818-1876) wrote: "It is absurd to claim that the worlds surrounding us are large, uninhabited worlds and that the meaning of the universe lies just in our small, inhabited planet."

The famous Dominican preacher Jacques-Marie-Louis Monsabre (1827-1907) referred to the principle "Natura non facit saltus" when he claimed that other intelligent beings besides men and angels exist.

The already quoted English Jesuit Father Herbert Thurston wrote: "Who can claim that there are no other intelligent beings besides angels, demons and men in the Universe? I do not intend to confirm the possibility I indicated in my question as a fact, but I ask: Who can be sure about it."

“The Lord certainly did not limit His glory to this small Earth. On other planets other beings exist who did not sin and fall as we did."
- St. Padre Pio of Pietrelcina (1887-1968), canonized June 16, 2002

Question: “Holy Father, are there any aliens?”
Answer: “Always remember: They are children of God as we are…”
- H.H. Pope John Paul II. when asked by a child during his visit to the parish of “S. Innocenzo I. Papa e S. Guido Vescovo” in the north of Rome, November 28, 1999.

The Salesian Father and Servant of God Don Andrea Beltrami (1870-1897) who prayed also for the inhabitants of other planets. Of the 16 booklets he wrote, one is said to deal with this topic; unfortunately they were not published yet by the Father Postulator of his cause.

The great stigmatized Capucchin Padre Pio, who was beatified by Pope John Paul II on May 2, 1999 and canonized on June 16, 2002. From St. Fr. Pio, the following dialogue is documented and officially published by the Cappuchin Order:
Question: Padre, some claim that there are creatures of God on other planets, too.
Answer: "What else? Do you think they don’t exist and that God's omnipotence is limited to this small planet Earth? What else? Do you think there are no other beings who love the Lord?"
Question: Padre, I think the Earth is nothing compared to other planets and stars.
Answer: "Exactly! Yes, and we Earthlings are nothing, too. The Lord certainly did not limit His glory to this small Earth. On other planets other beings exist who did not sin and fall as we did."
(Don Nello Castello: Cosi parlo P.Pio, Vicenza 1974)

Vatican Astronomer Fr. George Coyne, S.J.: “It is madness to believe man is alone”


Sunday, September 28, 2008

Project Camelot: Miriam Blue Star Delicado

My favorite Project Camelot interview:

Miriam Blue Star Delicado


awesome video

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Disclosure Project

Disclosure project
An organization started by Steven M. Greer in 1993.
The projects goal is for 'free and open' Congressional hearings of all data regarding unidentified flying objects (UFOs), much of which they believe has been suppressed or hidden, and for the release of suppressed free energy technology and sources.

1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3CPn_g3_xjo

2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c2TyNRIOOdo&feature=related

3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Hr1Cq1yiPc&feature=related

4. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xQMPN2s9RyQ&feature=related

5. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1rW1K9o4Q8Q&feature=related

6. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FzgSia8ye9Y&feature=related

7. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HAXb4HYUhUc&feature=related

8. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qB_MhFGvdLM&feature=related

9. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p4IF1xeJ8TA&feature=related

10. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R8cTldDfqmY&feature=related

11. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Za7tvLBHtdc&feature=related

12. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJPD_emdcBg&feature=related

13. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLJuC8iakC4&feature=related

14. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXy6BO58gTU&feature=related

15. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TledLKafWdM&feature=related

16. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXDw_CKR_Bo&feature=related

17. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2YKJuBfpEY&feature=related

18. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TmJwZnNM2IE&feature=related

19. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X1JrqB0hK7c&feature=related



Disclosure Project summary part 1&2



Below is a partial list of some of the more notable people involved in the Project:
A.H.: Boeing Aerospace Employee
Admiral Lord Hill-Norton: Five-Star Admiral, Former Head of the British Ministry of Defense
Astronaut Edgar Mitchell
Astronaut Gordon Cooper
Buck Sergeant Leonard Pretko: US Air Force
Captain Bill Uhouse: US Marine Corps (ret.)
Captain Lori Rehfeldt
Captain Massimo Poggi
Captain Robert Salas: US Air Force, SAC Launch Controller
Colonel Phillip J. Corso, Sr.: US Army (ret.)
Colonel Ross Dedrickson: US Air Force/AEC (ret.)
Commander Graham Bethune: US Navy (ret.)
Dr. Alfred Webre: Former Senior Policy Analyst Stanford Research Institute
“Dr. B.”
Dr. Carol Rosin
Dr. Eugene Mallove
Dr. Hal Puthoff
Dr. Paul Czysz: McDonnell Douglas Career Engineer
Dr. Paul La Violette
Dr. Richard Haines
Dr. Robert Wood: McDonnell Douglas Aerospace Engineer
Dr. Roberto Pinotti, Italian UFO expert
Dr. Ted Loder
FAA Division Chief John Callahan
Harry Allen Jordan: US Navy
Lance Corporal Jonathan Weygandt: US Marine Corps
Lieutenant Frederick Marshall Fox: US Navy (ret.)
Lieutenant Walter Haut: US Navy
Lt. Bob Walker: US Army
Lt. Frederick Fox: US Navy Pilot
Lt. Colonel Charles Brown: US Air Force (ret.), Office of Special Investigations, Project Grudge
Lt. Colonel John Williams: US Air Force (ret.)
Lt. Colonel Dwynne Arneson: US Air Force (ret.)
Lt. Colonel Joe Wojtecki, US Air Force
Lt. Colonel Thomas E. Bearden: US Army (ret)
Major A. Filer III: U.S. Air Force
Major-General Vasily Alexeyev: Russian Air Force
Major George A. Filer III - USAF (Ret)
Master Sergeant Dan Morris: US Air Force/NRO Operative (ret.)
Monsignor Corrado Balducci
Mr. Dan Willis: US Navy
Mr. David Hamilton: Department of Energy
Mr. Don Bockelman: US Army
Mr. Don Phillips: Lockheed Skunkworks, USAF, and CIA Contractor
Mr. Don Johnson
Mr. Enrique Kolbeck: Senior Air Traffic Controller
Mr. Franklin Carter: US Navy Radar Technician
Mr. Fred Threlfall: Royal Canadian Air Force
Mr. Glen Dennis: NM UFO Crash Witness
Mr. Gordon Creighton: Former British Foreign Service Official
Mr. Harland Bentley: US Army
Mr. Harry Allen Jordan: US Navy
Mr. James Kopf: US Navy/National Security Agency, Crypto Communications
Mr. John Callahan: FAA Head of Accidents and Investigations
Mr. John Maynard: Defense Intelligence Agency (ret.)
Mr. Larry Warren, Security Officer, RAF Bentwaters Woodbridge, NATO
Mr. Michael Smith: US Air Force Radar Controller
Mr. Mark McCandlish: USAF, Conceptual artist for Rockwell X-30 program and HYSTP program
Mr. Merle Shane McDow: US Navy Atlantic Command
Mr. Neil Daniels: Airline Pilot
Mr. Nick Pope: British Ministry Of Defense Official
Mr. Paul H. Utz
Ms. Denise McKenzie: Former SAIC employee
Ms. Donna Hare: Former NASA Employee
Officer Larry Warren: United States Air Force
Officer Alan Godfrey British Police
Professor Paul Czysz
Professor Robert Jacobs: Lt. US Air Force
Sgt. Karl Wolf: US Air Force
Sgt. Clifford Stone: US Army
Sgt. Leonard Pretko: US Air Force
Sgt. Chuck Sorrells: US Air Force (ret.)
Sgt. Robert Blazina (ret.)
Staff Sergeant Stoney Campbell: US Air Force

Google earth

Interesting stuff people are doing with google earth:

secret places:


31 59'20.53"S 152 34'18.47"E

19 56'56.76"S 69 38'2.07"W

41 51'26.99"N 121 29'25.75"W

50 39'26.33"N 2 24'14.92"W

14 32'45.28"S 75 9'35.85"W

33 55'37.16"N 117 34'8.58"W

14 33'9.40"S 75 10'36.74"W

78 38'29.61"N 15 7'5.50"E

19 37'40.75"S 69 58'46.35"W

54 13'29.68"N 1 12'44.46"W

19 12'13.45"S 70 0'30.41"W

10 54'12.65"N 19 55'56.05"E

44 14'39.77"N 7°46'10.71"E

37 37'38.69"N 116 50'48.38"W

51 19'16.29"N 1 45'22.76"W

42 4'34.14"N 2 21'21.93"W

45 42'11.97"N 21 18'7.81"E

17 58'20.55"S 70 14'12.89"W

43 25'44.84"N 80 19'51.12"W

secret places part 2 (coordinates on top of frame)

book of the dead and google earth:

other stuff:

pirate island

pirate island hoax:

UFOs For The Skeptic

Skeptic: "Why aren't there pictures in broad daylight?"

Skeptic: "Why hasn't anyone photographed the ufos over crop circles?"

Skeptic; "Why would they make crop circles, why don't they just broadcast themselves on TV?"

Skeptic: "Why hasn't an average person with a telescope seen these things flying around in space?"

Skeptic: "Why are all the photos blurry... why can't anyone take a clear picture?"

"Why hasn't NASA taken any pictures?"

Skeptic: "Why don't they land on the White House lawn?"

"The government would tell us if there was such a thing, there's no way they could keep that secret for so long"

and so on...

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Awakening, My story

Okay, I've thought of just keeping my own personal opinions and perspectives off of this blog, but I think I'm at a point now where I'm ready to share my personal thoughts and opinions about what is going on. I've seen enough 'out there' on the internet that other people are experiencing similar strange things, especially through the 'Project Camelot' series, so I'm going to spill it all out... about my own personal experiences and how I got interested in the Crabwood crop circle and my personal Awakening experience. Of course, my story goes way back, but I'm going to just start with just before, during and after my personal 'awakening' experience.

“The veil is being lifted”
When I first moved to my present location, my husband had a dream about our marriage and how we were meant to be together to sanctify each other. I also had a dream of the same thing, and with my dream, I kept hearing the words “the veil is being lifted, the veil is being lifted” repeating over and over in my head. I had the impression that this was happening throughout the world, not just for me.
The trial
I had gotten some pesticide spray on me from a gardener and became extremely ill immediately following. There were those in my community that wanted the grass to look like a golf course and everything to always look 'perfect' according to their perception of 'perfection' and so pesticide spraying was going on on a continual basis, almost daily. I was having excruciating headaches that would last for 3 days and would not go away with medication every time they sprayed. Most neighbors were apathetic about it until I brought to their attention the dangers of pesticides and a few also said that they had been experiencing the same kind of headaches as well as fatigue. I tried through the 'normal' channels to resolve the problem, but it became a 'battle of wills' so to speak, so I began praying about the situation on a daily basis to resolve the problem spiritually. I walked around the community in the evenings praying the rosary daily for a whole year. Part of my prayer was crying out to God, that this is a battle that I shouldn't even be having to fight... why am I stuck in a world where these kinds of battles take place where there is obvious harm to people and the earth taking place and injustices are prevailing? And so, I began to pray for an end to injustices in general as well and for the earth to be cleansed. I was also praying for the fulfillment of a scripture that was given to me under miraculous circumstances many years ago which is Ephesians 3:14 . An internet friend also was praying for me who said she received a 'message' for me from God. Part of the message was that I was to lay my head on Jesus' lap like Mary Magdalene and just rest. So I also did this as a daily meditation before I went to sleep. At the end of the year, all the people who had been a part of the problem either moved or were removed from their positions as property manager and there were new gardeners that were not spraying anymore.

The 'Trigger' moment (Catharsis, Epiphany)

Then I had the following dream:

There were two angels in a painting. I understood that the painting was painted by my sister (her name is Sylvia). The two angels came to life and flew out of the painting and went up to God. They came back to me and one of the angels was holding a sphere of light. The angel placed the sphere of light into my heart and I felt an instant of "ecstasy" with God, comprehending with my heart the incredible love and depth of God's mercy. His breadth, length, height, and depth appeared to me as the expanse of the universe with all its stars.

Upon awakening, my first impression/ interpretation of the dream was that the significance of the scripture of Ephesians 3:14 was much more significant than I had ever dreamed or imagined.

This was the morning of January 1st, 2007. It was the Feast of the Holy Family and World day of Prayer for Peace and the Feast of St. Sylvester. In my church bulletin for that day, was a blurb about Constantine and St. Sylvester. Since it referred to the date 314 and my sister's name being Sylvia and the dream I had, it had caught my eye. St. Sylvester is the figure that is commonly used to depict "Father Time" in the New Year.

Since this dream, I have been researching the symbols and meaning of the dream and feel led to "seek and you shall find".

For some reason, I had the impression along with the dream that the bible was encoded. So, not having any knowledge on the subject, I began to do a search on the internet and found the website about picture bible codes On this website was a bible code having to do with the 'handwriting on the wall' passage in the Old Testament. The author of the website had an image of a pointing hand that was leprous and was healed. He also went into detail on the subject of biblical prophesy years on the website. I asked him if there was any significance between the sign or vision that Constantine had and the leprous hand/ handwriting on the wall incident. He said, he didn't know, but that the time span between the two events fit in with his biblical prophesy years concept.

I also contacted my sister and told her what happened and she told me that she had a dream that was sort of a part of or 'fitting in with' my dream... the two dreams went together. I felt like she was meant to be a 'spirit guide' to help me through understanding what I was going through. Up until this point I had never heard of 2012 or the Awakening or any of this stuff so I was kind of freaking out.

So after this, I started researching the Chi-Rho cross and its meaning, and any other symbol that came along having to do with this and I started learning about 2012 and the precession of the equinoxes etc. and one thing led to another including stumbling upon the Crabwood crop circle.

Meanwhile, I felt like I was in a highly spiritualized state of mind like I was walking on air. But it was also very stressful, because I felt a strong calling toward forgiveness and making peace with past events. Then one day, I was just walking down the hallway in my house and I heard a voice say, “You are at the Crossroads, do you want the path to life or to destruction?” And I answered “life of course.” It seemed that there was both a benevolent presence and a malevolent presence wanting to clarify my answer and so, then I was given the image of my son on a white horse conquering or in a battle for the Catholic Church with the suggestion that I would be made a queen and my son would be a king and that the Catholic Church would “triumph” in this way. I thought immediately that it was a deception and recognized the false gift of 'fame' similar to Jesus' trial during his fasting for 40 days in the desert. I also thought that the vision was rather funny, and said, why would I want my son to go to war? No, I don't want anything to do with that, I just want peace and oneness and equality for everyone and that everyone would be saved, and no 'church' would be 'triumphant' but all would win. So, to clarify my position, I said:

"I turn everything over to Jesus, including any particular religious institution, and any "reward" here on earth or in heaven and laying "all things in subjection to Him" under your feet, past present and future, on behalf of all humanity past present and future in union with the God and the True Divine Will, and I will that all things would be made new, that we would return to God's purpose and place and that everyone would be equal, that no one would have a higher or lower place, including myself, that Heaven and Earth would be reunited into God's Kingdom. The ultimate sacrifice is this, "to be willing to lay down one's life for one's friends". It is the ultimate sacrifice, and I am willing to make this sacrifice for love. GOD IS LOVE and so he would want ALL His children to be saved, including myself."

After I said this, I heard the words, "the King's decree, once given cannot be rescinded."

I also had the impression that if I had chosen otherwise, or if I had chosen the vision, that I would have gone back to 'sleep' or would be back under the 'veil' of illusion. I also had the impression that there were two kings, the 'king of this world', and the 'king of heaven' and that the bible could be 'unravelled' so to speak to 'make sense' according to either 'king' or whichever 'king' I had decided to pledge my allegiance to. I had the feeling that the bible had two 'strands' that could be pulled apart in the bible according to either interpretation.

Then there were visions of a dragon that wanted to devour me and tried to tell me that I was not a beloved child of God because of my sins. I spiritually 'fought' the 'dragon' by praying the rosary and it was gone. Then I had a voice tell me that my son belonged to them. And I answered, “no, he belongs to God.” I had a sense that they were wanting me to say that my son belonged to me, but I knew that the correct answer was that he belonged to God. Then I felt another presence of good 'angels' or spirits congratulating me and smiling, but knowingly... knowing that I was going to prevail through these temptations. And then I was asked to repeat my decision 3 times, and I felt there was a correlation between Jesus asking Peter three times “Do you love me” because I had the impression that they already understood my decision, and I was thinking already, “you know my answer, why are you asking?” because I knew they were reading my mind. So I was asked three times and had to answer three times and had to clarify 'which God' it was that I was referring to, and I was getting the impression that the 'label' of the name was not what they were looking for, so I kept clarifying that it was the God of love and light that I wanted to be with. I was kind of annoyed after the third time.

After this incident, I had excruciating back pain, something that I have suffered from for a long time, but not always that extreme. It was hurting so much that I could not get out of bed. Then I had the vision of the Tree of Life, which for me represented all of humanity and I felt that my suffering was given to me to help suffering humanity. I was so sad, that I started crying, and I cried all night for humanity. I felt I was being given a profound love and sorrow for all of humanity. I felt I was being asked to offer this suffering to God and was given the option for healing, I accepted the offer and the pain was immediately taken away.

After that incident, I felt like my mind was going back to 'normal' (instead of this highly spiritualized state) and I wondered whether all that had happened was just in my mind. I knew that something extraordinary had happened, but you know, you always doubt yourself. So I just thought, well either I'm nuts or something just happened that is very important. So after reading more and more about other people's experiences of the Awakening on the internet, I realized that this was really happening. Each person seems to have a different experience depending on the spiritual perspective they are coming from, but what I realized was that we were all having the same 'symptoms'. I describe these 'symptoms' under my other posting “Symptoms of the Awakening”

I also felt threatened (telepathically?) by some malevolent being who was very angry at me for making this blog, but was told by some benevolent beings who laughed at what they were saying and they told me, “they do not have the authority to do what they are telling you they are going to do.”

Specifically what struck me about the Crabwood crop circle was the line in the message, “beware the bearers of false gifts and broken promises.” to me, this immediately triggered in my mind the story of the Trojan War, and there wasn't very much discussion on this connection that I could find on the internet among people discussing this crop circle. Also, since I had been in Heidelberg and saw the Heidelberg monkey, that was another memory that was triggered by the crop circle. Hopefully, the reader can see by browsing my postings the connections that I'm trying to bring to the forefront in relation to the message. I'm just getting the impression that, we are being told basically, this is our whole history... that we are being duped or deceived constantly. And just that we should be wiser and more cautious and yet more simplistic about what the truth is. From what I have learned is that love is greater than knowledge. And that once we are able to truly love, then we will be given knowledge. Until then, we should be cautious and skeptical of anyone claiming to have all the truth or all the knowledge, because each of us has been living under a veil of our own perception of truth. Each of us has our own blind spots to the whole truth. Each of us has had our own personal motives and reasons for believing in one thing or another. Each person has a piece of the puzzle, and each person is coming from a different perspective. If we each shared what we 'think' we know, we would begin to see the puzzle pieces forming a picture and which pieces fit and which do not.

Symptoms of the Awakening

Before the "Awakening" moment for you, did you...
*Experience a difficult trial that required a lot of work, prayer/meditation, effort to overcome?
*Experience "disillusionment" and "detachment" from material things, & systems?
*The "Veil" -- the feeling that you have been viewing the world as through a veil and the veil was being lifted?
*Experience "Synchronicities"
*The "Call" -- the bell, the greater calling, calling to a greater sense of purpose and meaning in life?
*The Opening "Gate" "The Way"-- the feeling that there is a way through or out and beyond the problems and burdens of the world

Awakening Moment:
*The "Trigger", "Epiphany" or "Catharsis" -- A pivotal moment of change in consciousness to seeing the "universality" and "oneness" of all things
*Experience the Macrocosm, Microcosm, Omnipotence, Omnipresence, Omniscience of God
*Experience infinite Love and Mercy
*A "Spirit Guide" made known to you somehow in your trigger moment, as well as through a "synchronicity" event immediately afterwards
(friend, sibling, spiritual guide who knows you well)

After the Awakening Moment:
*The "Crossroad"- the choice between "life" or "destruction"
*"The King's Decree" Solid affirmation /confirmation by God that your decision is "set in stone"
*The "Temptation" -- a temptation to renig... to not choose "life" with a promise of a reward: fame, money, power
"There are more on our side than on theirs" -- you are given the understanding that more people have chosen the path to life than that of destruction
*The "Condemnation" -- a threat to try to make you believe you are not a "beloved child"
* The "Contradiction" Feel a strange sense of "Contradiction" or "Confusion" at first after the Temptation
* The "Three-fold affirmation" -- after making the choice at the crossroad of life, having to re-affirm it at least three times
* The Closing "Gate" -- a gate closes/ is being closed to ego/fear so that it can no longer lay hold on you
* The "Launching" "Rebirth" -- feeling like an umbilical cord was cut and a launching into an unknown space-- Like in 2001 Space Odyssey the feeling of having to start all over again without preconceived ideas
* The "Last One on the Planet" -- The feeling that you were the last one on the planet to awaken and that everyone has been trying to awaken you; Extreme gratitude for everyone in your life
* The "Hard Pill to Swallow" -- the things that you once thought were so "right" are suddenly so obviously wrong, it is difficult to accept at first
* The "Matrix" - recognition of the "dehuminization" of the system of the world; the false "systems"
* The "Only one on the Planet" -- After recognizing that you were not the last one, you suddenly felt like you were the ony one
* "Neither first, nor last, nor only, nor better than, nor less than" -- After realizing that you were neither the first nor last to awaken, you realize that all are equal
* "All in the same Boat" The feeling that everyone is in this together
* "No one Left Behind" Contrary to the Christian book series "Left Behind" you are given an extreme desire that no one will be left behind, and that God is all Merciful
* "Wizard of Oz" -- the feeling that you've gone on a long journey, met some friends and enemies along the way and a disillusionment with what you thought was at the end of the road... the feeling like you had the ability to "get there" all along, because it was within you
* The "Tree" -- Extreme connection with, love for the whole human family
The calling to reconcile and forgiveness which becomes suddenly and incredibly easily because you see that "they know not what they do"
* The "Cross" -- You were made aware of the reason for your sufferings that you bore and an offering to heal that suffering
* The "Holy Family" - extreme gratitude for your family, your parents and best friends, marriage, children --feeling that they were "meant to be" specially placed for each other's care and guidance
* The "Cowokers" -- people you have had an affinity to, similar calling in life, teachers etc. and how they had helped you, gratitude for this awareness that they were placed in your life specifically for your benefit--- and you for theirs
* The "Orchestration" - seeing your life as a "whole" everything had a meaning and purpose directing you to this point and was orchestrated to that end
* Gratitude for your spiritual path yet also disillusionment of false ideas of "institutionalized religion"
* The "Supernatural Gift" -- A spiritual gift of healing, wisdom, prophesy,dreams etc becomes more manifest
* Gift of "laughter" and "Tears" Rolling in Laughter, outbursts of tears, extreme joy, peace, love, compassion
* Outbursts of Ego rearing its ugly head, but recognition of it
* Desire to make manifest your purpose and place in creation
* The "Shift" constantly aware that your consciousness needs to continually be shifted toward understanding another person's point of view/ perspective, greater understanding of other world religions and how they are similar to your own belief system or how other beliefs also suddenly have profound meaning to you
* The "Convergence" meeting of minds on thoughts, ideas, beliefs coming together to a single point
* "Synchronicities" "Divine Providence" --- What you are seeking comes to you with freater frequency and less effort
* "Frequency" -- time and events seem to speed up around you, yet time "stops" when you experience "now" moments. More things happen more quickly and more often.
* "Now" moments -- you experience moments where the "now" is extremely profound... thoughts of past and future dissolve away as if the now moment is "vignetted". These can be extremely mystical experiences.
* Symbolism, archetypes, numbers, literary allegory, biblical scriptural passages, and other sacred texts from various faiths "open" up their meaning for you
* See numbers like 11:11 or relating to your birthdate, baptismal date or other special numbers in your life such as scripture passage numbers and their meanings as they relate to your life
* Dreams/visions -- become more vivid, meaningful-- can happen more during the day not just at night

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Interesting Stuff

I've been pretty busy reviewing youtube interviews by 'Project Camelot' they are too numerous to mention, or comment on and it is probably better to let them speak for themselves rather than trying to summarize it all. So, if you like what you see so far here and you really want to get into some fascinating stuff related to all of this, go to youtube and do a search for 'Project Camelot' and start reviewing all their interviews. Some of them seem rather bizarre and hard to believe, but once you realize all the people coming to the forefront with so much similar information, it is pretty fascinating. Keep an open mind and staying grounded with the intention of wanting to know the full truth, with the idea that each person may have parts of the truth or parts of the puzzle. It is quite an education and pretty entertaining too!

Sirius Wheel

I added a new picture I called the "Sirius Wheel". It is a photo taken by NASA of the Sirius star which looks like it has an outer rim or wheel around the star shape. I found this on crystalinks.com after continuing to seek the connections between the St. Catherine wheel, and Sirius. This picture shows a 6 pointed star shape. Whether, 6 or 8 pointed star, it seems that this shape is symbolic of the 'wheel of life' or the cycle of death, and rebirth (I looked it up on wikipedia).

I was thinking that 'breaking the wheel' is symbolic of one who has broken the cycle of death and ascended through self sacrifice.

I'm getting the impression that St Dominic and St. Catherine both were peacemakers who sacrificed their lives to try to unite people. I have the impression that St. Dominic was deeply saddened by what happened after his efforts... the murdering of the Cathars by the Catholic Church and the establishment of the inquisition.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Friday, August 22, 2008



NEO = near earth Objects

near earth asteroid... closest one came January 2008... no others until 2027

Near Earth Objects research at NASA:

tables of near earth objects for the year

about Eris, which some are claiming to be Nibiru (NASA says it is not):

about Nibiru (there is no such thing according to NASA):



Thursday, August 7, 2008

911 Freemason 'ritual'

911 'ritual' (rending of the 'veil' or 'revelation'/ revealing)

go to the web page and watch the embedded youtube video:

The city of Amman Jordan, known as 'Philadelphia' in ancient times (philadelphia= brotherly love... a tenant of freemasonry) This city also has a 'world trade center',with twin towers, and a building with 33 floors,it is near the site where Jesus was baptised and where Moses received the 10 commandments.

Simpsons and 911


There are a ton of more 911 conspiracy youtube videos, but you can look into it on your own if you are interested in this subject

Liberty bell given by us to Berlin Germany... it is rung on special occasions and was rung on 9/11

Of course America's Liberty Bell is in Philadelphia
The Liberty Bell, in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, is a bell that has served as one of the most prominent symbols of the American Revolutionary War. It is a familiar symbol of independence within the United States and has been described as an icon of liberty and justice.

Inscription reads:
The source of the inscription is Leviticus 25:10, which reads "And ye shall hallow the fiftieth year, and proclaim liberty throughout all the land unto all the inhabitants thereof: it shall be a jubile unto you; and ye shall return every man unto his possession, and ye shall return every man unto his family."


"The preceding verse of Leviticus 25:9 states: "Then you shall cause the trumpet of the Jubilee to sound on the tenth day of the seventh month; on the Day of Atonement you shall make the trumpet sound throughout all the land."

A reading of the entirety of Leviticus 25 will reveal to you that every 50 years at this time: 1) Families that had lost their land had it returned; 2) People who had become indentured servants due to economic conditions were released; and 3) In general, debts were forgiven. No wonder liberty was proclaimed "throughout the land" with the dawning of a new existence on the Day of Atonement.

Actually, it's a day whose meaning reveals and annually reminds Christians that we are truly free in Christ and that ultimately "the rulers of the darkness of this age" (Ephesians 6:12) will be cast aside on the trash heap of history on the ultimate independence day of the future."

the bell was rung
After Washington's defeat at the Battle of Brandywine on September 11, 1777

The rest of the following information is from: http://www.classbrain.com/artfree/publish/article_223.shtml
"Someone found some very strange numerology coincidences surrounding 911...

Someone had a lot of time on their hands to work this out.

  • New York City has 11 letters
  • Afghanistan has 11 letters.
  • Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters.
  • George W Bush has 11 letters.
  • The two twin towers make an "11"

This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting:

  • New York is the 11th state.
  • The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11.
  • Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11
  • Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11
  • The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11
  • The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11.

Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind:
  • The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. 2 + 5 + 4 = 11.
  • September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year. Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11.
  • The Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004. 3 + 1 + 1 + 2 + 4 = 11.
  • The tragedy of Madrid happened 911 days after the Twin Towers incident.

Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind: Now this is where things get totally eerie:

The most recognised symbol for the US, after the Stars & Stripes, is the Eagle. The following verse is taken from the Quran, the Islamic holy book:

    "For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah and lo, while some of the people trembled in despair still more rejoiced: for the wrath of the Eagle cleansed the lands of Allah and there was peace."

That verse is number 9.11 of the Quran.

Still uncovinced about all of this..?! Try this and see how you feel afterwards, it made my hair stand on end:

Open Microsoft Word and do the following(TRY THIS FOR REAL)

  • Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight number of the first plane to hit one of the Twin Towers.
  • Highlight the Q33 N
  • Change the font size to 48.
  • Change the actual font to the WINGDINGS

updated Aug 10: but then there's this... Q33NY thing debunked?